Tuesday, June 23, 2009

self destruction

quit my job today.
people are tired of drama and tell me it's nothing, stop overreacting.
at the same time they tell me i don't seem appropriately concerned.
maybe they're overreacting.

i felt like dying earlier. like doing it myself with sharp things and pills. i didn't tell anyone because they would think i'm overreacting.

if i don't say something it could get bad, feed and grow in my head. but if i do, they'll push me away or worse again. maybe i will tell somebody someday, when the danger has passed.

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