i'm sooooo relieved. i dont want to start worrying again, although i know i can't completely rule it out. but he's asleep now, so peaceful and calm and huggy. i wish i could stay with him all the time. he's probably leaving town tomorrow, and i hope he's okay. he has good friends up there with him. i'm not a really big god person, but he is.

so, thanks, god. really. thank you.